flux

There’s a lot going on. Decisions to be made, plans, strategies to be worked out. It’s a stressful time for many reasons, and while I should be over here writing it all out, I just haven’t been able to make myself do it. I’m doing that thing I do where I realize at various points during my day that I have been literally holding my breath, I gasp and flutter and try to snap out of it, but it’s getting harder to do that. I keep holding my breath… for what? I still don’t know.